Courage

Courage isn't when you do something big, one time for something or some one you really don't care about. Courage isn't doing something you will regret later just for a story or moment. Courage is when you make some small decision and stick with it,  which then leads to those moments where you stand in front of a crowd and something happens. You're not really a martyr if your only dying because you set it up. A martyr is done one who dies when they didn't want to die and are not creating a stage or a scene. They are simply going with it.
The challenge is to be faithful in the small things, which in turn lead to being big things.